And you gasp for air but cannot drink it in b/c the wind has been knocked out of you, and you want to break something but you know your heart is already broken. And you think the tears will continue to rain down, with images, happy memories enclosed within them. And your spirit hurts so incredibly that you cannot ever imagine smiling again, and you feel your soul start to fade. And your lids start to fall, and you enter into a troubled sleep.
an d i still end up bawling my fucking eyes out sitting on the floor breaking down in some corner of a fucking room ., cant fucking breathe