Future. Hmm…an interesting idea. Perhaps the only one keeping me going. My heart was just broken and I am sadden by the present. Hell, saddened by a future without you. But how was I to know which way the story would go? I’ve just go to say good bye and move on. I can’t live in the past, can’t change anything and fantasizing about how we may become lovers again does no good. I have to learn to face reality. Accept reality and live reality. Reality bites.
I have to find a reason to start over. New. And it has to be for me. I’ve got to control reality.