Must do art soon

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Life is busy. It”s always busy. There”s always something. Either something that physically requires my presence, or something that emotionally/mentally sucks my energy…my own set of psychic vampires. The holidays are around the corner and I fear even less time to myself. I realize I am a graphic designer for a living, but that isn”t art for me. It is art that my boss criticizes and corporatizes. I need to do art for me. I just moved, and my whole sense of normalcy is gone. I am going demonically mad. I need to find my art again, so I can find my self. I am lost, bubbling around in a cortex of confusion…and I need to purge myself of that. Purge it onto canvas. My art is my container for my emotions. And that container is missing.

My emotions explode.

I lose myself.

Say things I don”t mean.

Do things I don”t want to do.

Without art:

I am in a state of destructive revolution.
A Black Anima

Drowning in the surging waves of emotion.
Baleful

Hate satiated by my weakness.
Marred

Praying toward the heavens.
Unheard

Falling into the void.
Unconsidered.

Descending into hell.
Undesired

Yearning for peace.
Ignored

Drifting away.
Unwanted

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